So I let go

So I let go. 

So I let go—

after holding on so tight,

so long.


Remembering you

in memory,

in word,

in song.


I turned back toward you

one more time,

took your dear hand in mine.


Wished I could see that smile,

keep it with me for a while.


But I held your hands

one last time—

love and tears overflowing—

and walked away.



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